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Get Married at age 21
12th Nov 1988
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the fact that i actually came back here again to blog ain't a good thing at all. its being a year since i last came here. i am once again at my low low point in life. i am overwhelmed with feelings. i can feel hatred more than i feel love. facing a lot of unneccessary stress which i give myself. just started a new job in a not so new environment. and maybe tat could be part of the reason why i am giving myself so much stress. depression sinks in. inferiorty complex sink in. all the god damn negative things are sinking in. i can't think i can't love myself. it just filled with despise. i dunno where to go and so i came here to pour it out. and hopefully i am really able to pour it out. but i doubt so. if i am really able to pour it out and stand on my 2 feets firmly again i would have days ago after talking to him. but the same old bloody thing remains. some thing needs to be done. but i dunno how to? or am i too lazy to? i know an office job doesn't suits me at all. cos i am not someone who is good in paperworks or likes to do paperworks. but i have let myself in. i should be tryign my best and giving all i could. but have i? can i? i dunno just full of doubts and inferiority and laziness. i sucks!