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Scor
12th Nov 1988

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Get Married at age 21
Be a Mother at age 22

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Friday, September 29, 2006
9/29/2006 06:10:00 pm

today lesson starts at 9. didn't really feel like waking up today though. cos quite tire. but in the end as per normal i reach the school quite early. i reach at around 845am. hee hee. the teacher quite late though. hee hee. after lecture ends went for the lame tutorial. the tutor was the lame guy. the duster thrower. hee hee. the duster in the classroom watch with his dressing somemore. ha ha. the lesson ended quite early so we suggested to push the fmkt tutorial to 11am instead. the tutorial was very short. after that went down to foodcourt 4. slack down there. the place change quite a bit. i didn't eat though. dun feel like eating. somemore i wanna save up my money. and if i eat the timing seems weird too. hee hee. saw des and his class and bouncer eating at food court 4. ah moo join us. chatted at the table. i left at around 12 plus going to 1. the stupid lift break down so i had to climb up the stairs to the 5th floor. met moses and an xin on the way. they bought the ff textbook le. they bought it for $32 only. their ff are been taught by the auntie lu. hee hee. chat with them for a short while then walk them to their classroom. today the gems' teacher was late for 15 mins. but the lesson was ok lor. not the dry dry boring type kind of lesson. sianzz. the tutor say need to buy textbook. but i dun intend to buy it though. see how bah. end of gems had to go to the co op shop and collect workbook. after tat i went home le. on the wat to bus stop saw ducky from afar. hee hee. ran up to him and whack his head with the workbook. hee hee. on the way there saw wai kiat walking behind him wearing cya uni. then i realise today is friday and cya duty has commence le. hee hee. saw ganesh standing next to him. hee hee. a bit slow la me. after i say hi the ducky need to go for his lesson liao. so dotzz... so me and ganesh walk to the mrt station lor. had a semi long chat with him. hee hee. in the past would consider a long chat liao. but considering recent the amount of time i spend talking on the phone, my conversation duration with ganesh is relatively short. hee hee. saw desmond at the train station too. hee hee. he was reading a comic i think while waiting for a friend. after that i took bus and came home. house is empty. now it is still empty. except for me. ha ha. home alone again. hee hee. tats all for today bah. nothing much to update le. hee hee.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Thursday, September 28, 2006
9/28/2006 08:54:00 pm

today school was ok. quite slack. had almost 3 hours of break. so nap and nap. hee hee. feeling tire ma. so keep dozing off. ha ha. but luckily ma2 tutorial was cancelled so slept in the classroom. got part of my energy back. hee hee. our ff lecturer was brrrrr very cold. talk about all the lame jokes. and somehow he will link it to BGR. think when he was young kanna two timed by girls. hee hee. at the end of the lesson he was talking about some lame jokes again. everyone was busy packing didn't really listen to him. but his lame jokes are really lame. haha. forget wat is it le. hee hee. in the end at the end of his lame jokes he give up. ha ha. can sense tat we are all not paying attention. chase us all to go home. hee hee.
next is auntie lu lecture. tot she gonna sell her sons to us again. then i might have a chance to consider her sons. ha ha. not her youngest of course. her youngest is only sec 3. ha ha. dun go for young boys. hee hee. well day dream for her whole of the lecture. dunno wat is she talking about. so my mind auto shut down. and stare into blank space. save some energy. hee hee.
after lecture ends time to go home. waited for 10 mins plus plus for 166. i dun dare to take 14 and transfer liao. hee hee. i scare later i forget to get off bus again. hee hee. so just waited for 166. hee hee.
extreme funny. i got onto bus 10 then realise bus 30 is just behind. got off after 2 stops just to switch to 30 instead. hee hee. well tats how i spend my day for today. ha ha.

wonderful life isn't it. hee hee.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
9/27/2006 10:30:00 pm

today went to school at 8 am. sian. fall asleep on the bus. cos too tire. hee hee. today got a few number if blangas on the bus and they were on surrounding me. ha ha.
first lesson is ma2. that first lesson got me extremely stress up. for i know the useless me will start to creat problems for the project again. i'm really stress up by the ma2. i know nuts about it and now the project is back again. i know i am been useless. and i am truely sorry for been such a useless person.
had business law lesson after tat. not bad. quite interactive. talk about dog shit this time. ha ha. and the cctv. hee hee. just nice. now 9pm got the drama also concern about the law too. ha ha. thinking of letting business law be my favourite subject in replace of FA and PACC now tat i dun have to take them.
today i am extremely blur. took bus 14. forgot that i was on bus 14. tot i was on bus 166. semi fall asleep on the bus thinking tat i will reach habour front soon. hee hee. open my eyes only to realise i am travelling towards ikea. ha ha. blur me. in the end kanna one whole big detour before i finally reach home.
today i had a very heavy dinner. so not gonna sleep yet. need to let the food digest first. hee hee. life is so wonderful! how much more wonderful can it get? ha ha.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Tuesday, September 26, 2006
9/26/2006 05:00:00 pm

yesterday went out to celebrate li juan's birthday. went to fish and co then watch miami vice. found a very interesting shop in ps. the shop name is made with love. very interesting shop. like tat shop. gonna visit it again and figure out the shop. today sucks. first lesson of the day. lecturer looks comical. talks crap. say marriage also requires good customer service. next guy lecturer. the required thingy. talk about bgr to us. so dots. next up business law. even worse. all the death and dunno wat. still got talk about s*x. so dotz.. next ma2. the lecturer wanted us to sit at alternate seats. so dotz.. last lecturer another lamer. haiz. just not my day today.



HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIA MIN!!!

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Friday, September 22, 2006
9/22/2006 03:23:00 pm

i finally found the song. hee hee.

Everytime Britney Spears(In The Zone)

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only wayI see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby


this is wat i wanted to say to Nellie. Please forgive me. my weakness cause u pain. i am sorry. i didn't know things would come to such an end. i didn't know i would really fall for u and let so much things to happen. i am sorry for been so useless.
i doubt i am able to handle a break up anymore. it take me a long time to get over the break up of me and nesh. some more i undergo a lot of changes after the break up. i am no longer who i am. i have change. the break up of me and nesh. its mostly my fault. it was also my fault that i blame him for the break up initially. but its really my fault. and i have really got over him. but i haven't got over our break up. the break up was a turning point in my life. something that change my life totally and i am not able to get out of it. i would have chose to remain single if i am able to do so. Nellie i am really sorry to have hurt u. but at the same time i am hurting u i am hurting myself too. do u have any idea tat i have to bottle up all the feelings i had during the imf period. i have no one to talk to. no one at all. and i decided to turn to nesh. i have always been close to him. although i know it is not very nice to let him know wat has been going on. but i can't keep it to myself anymore. i dun wanna go back to those days where i cut myself. i am sorry to have hurt u. but i am been hurt at the same time too. my heart is still bleeding. so painful. i wanna cry but i dun allow myself to cry though. i dun wanna weak. i brought this upon myself. i have no one to blame but myself. i am suppose to shoulder all these myself. bottle up all the feelings i have. i am all alone. i have shut myself out and away from friends and family. i am a loner. i am sorry to have hurt u and hurt nesh.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

9/22/2006 01:45:00 pm

how much more wonderful can life be. ha ha. so wonderful!!! ha ha. ha ha ha.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Wednesday, September 20, 2006
9/20/2006 01:53:00 pm

my life is still very wonderful. ha ha. still enjoying my wonderful life. wat a wonderful life. although there is still some stupid rumours with the lame uncle. other than tat i am enjoying my wonderful life.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Sunday, September 10, 2006
9/10/2006 01:49:00 pm

life has been so wonderful. it couldn't have got any better. ha ha. wat a wonderful life i am leading now. ha ha. so wonderful i dun have much to update though. hee hee.

i wanna go to the zoo. ha ha. any takers?

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Friday, September 08, 2006
9/08/2006 10:34:00 pm

i am back from china le. ha ha. finally. hee hee. damn tired. damn with cough. and a bit of flu. hee hee. got the flu vaccine but still catch a flu. ha ha. parents trying to force me to see doctor. but today too tire to go see doctor le. early morning wake up to go for the briefing. came back slept till 9. ha ha. fall asleep on the bus. and sort of miss my stop. so dotzz. haha.

the next few days i am gonna go on a war. ha ha. so stressed up la. saw the time plan and i got extreme stressed up. ha ha. dun like to see my planning so packed lor. dun even have time to watch movie. so sian.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore