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12th Nov 1988
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ha ha. today went to club armani to look for j. lol. ha ha. first timein my life going to tat kind ofplace. its quite sleasy.... ha a. but i didn't have much to worry about cos j is there to protect me. lol. haha. tat place a lot of uncles. ha ha. so used to zouk and the comfort zone. so went there it was like dots..... so many chinese ladies there.
dunno if i am falling sick soon or not. been sneezing today. ya ya. been emo. i know iknow. too emo is not good for me. but can't help it. been doing lots of weird things and thinking lots of weird things as well.
just got back from partying. drink like dunno wat today.drink a lot. today isthe first time in life i drink so so much. but i am not tat drunk. if not i wouldn't be abel to blog. now i know y ppl chose to drink to drown their sorrow. cos when u are real high u really don't think so much. although i was very high today i still noe wat i am doing. aware of wat i am going through and wat i am encountering. yes. i can't walk tat straight. was swaying left and right. having headache and giddiness. but i am still fine and ok. i decided to let myself go and take a break and i did. didn't wanna be such a goody goody girl anymore today and i did. threw away the burdens of mine a nice mummy girl today. dressing wasn't so much of the usual conservative me. behaviour wasn't so much like me. just drink when i feel like. i feel safe. yes i did. although it was crowded today. and yes. there was times when i felt unsafe. but i did manage to make myself be alert and as clear headed as possible. i am still who i am. still have that tiny bit of self discipline in me. did stop drinking when i really can't try to keep myself clear headed by asking for ice water lemons lime. anything tat can keep me relatively clear. kk. i didn't really stop drinking when i am suppose to. ha ha. its my friends who stop me from continuing to drink. ha ha. and i do know the consequence i need to face tml. but who cares. i really did enjoy myself today. i really did let myself go and not have and burden or pressure on my shoulder today. i let myself become who i wanna become today. i enjoy myself. i live a life call life today. i was a teenager for today! :)
waiting for someone to come online can be a tiring thing..
lacking of slp causes me to talk gibberish. felt a bit lost. ha ha.
ha ha. so i only slept for 2 hours plus? lol and that got me very high today. lol. the lecturer even tot i was drunk. lol. didn't know wat i have done to give her tat impression. a bit tire. still can't slp cos hair is wet and i am extremely full!! ha ha. went to have supper with my classmates. i mean my drm classmates. went to newton for supper. only 9 of us went. but we really have fun. ha ha. now very full. lol.
and so my body has finally give way. got headache since yesterday till today. can't take it liao.so no choice. came back home. was suppose to work at 530. but i really cannot make it le la. so no choice but to excuse myself from work and come home. tml having exams again. sian ah.. haven't study yet. but will study later. now i am gonna go slp liao. zzz...
so i have give. can't really study much. no heart at all. ha ha. thinking about too much things. but anyway uncle called me just now ma. as per normal. so at least i did go through a bit lor. ha ha. sometimes dunno if i am teaching the uncle or the uncle is teaching me. ha ha. back to my la la land. or tml peter angel gonna suan me liao. ha ha. the fun fun peter!
i am so uber stress out!!!!!!! if only i could cry it out and release all the pressure inside me. it so suffocating!! ah!!!!!!!! so much things to do!!!!!!! but i am a human. just a human. adn a woman at tat. y is it tat suddenly everything seems to be push to me to finish it? y? i am so so so stress up!!!!!!!!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so pissed off. y can't they be more understanding. y does it always got to be like this? y? y? Y?
yesterday we did our first hands on lesson. very fun. ha ha. had lots of fun. was doing the shaping of nose. lol. super funny lor. ha ha. in the end i got a black triangle nose. lol. but lucky can be remove. if not i will go to work with a black triangle nose. ha ha.
so i have attended my graduation ceremony on the 29th. so i am now officially graduated from poly le.