PROFILE ;

Scor
12th Nov 1988

DESIRES;

Get Married at age 21
Be a Mother at age 22

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JOY RIDE;

God Sis. nEshy. SC. liNg linG. ir3ne (riNg riNg). ducKy. EvA. li teng. kaRl. caRen. 1.73m.

ARCHIVES;

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Saturday, April 29, 2006
4/29/2006 11:49:00 pm

got back home from the thingy le. today ended quite late. but not so physical. more of mental. lol. think tonight u will hear me sleep talk numbers. lol. so taxing lor.
anyway on the way back i am very hungry. so no choice bought some supper to eat before coming up. waste my money again. haiz. this time must rebudget.
i wanna complain about long john. the food is very very very sucky. even food that i cook myself are much better. i went to eat their latest meal. the dunno wat fish treasure thing. it taste horrible plus terrible. the spicy orange sauce is sucky. and the fried fish is worse. very dry and hard to bite. and somehow the fish is chewy. it also has a very weird taste lor. eeeyeer. waste my money. but in the end i still force myself to finish the whole thing. dun wanna waste food.
today think a lot again. but somehow my tots are going round and round and round in circle. never coming to a conclusion. but in the end i come up with a conclusion too. however today not feeling good. so the conclusion is put on hold first bah. i went back to my oldself today. so the mood today is of neutral to low.
and Ganeshvaran u better go and see doctor ah! if u didn't go see doctor i wun talk to u anymore and future events u ask me to go i also wun go. so u better make sure
u go see doctor!!!

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Friday, April 28, 2006
4/28/2006 11:20:00 pm

i just got back from cya duty. tot this week i wun be doing any duty. but in the end i still went for it hee hee. saw someone i dun wanna see and spoil my mood. but in the end things turn put well le. so ok lor. overall my day is a happy day!! lol.
tomorrow going to teach tuition following which i still have the thingy to attend. i just receive a very weird msg about tml thingy lor. dunno wat it means.
still dunno wat to wear tml. actually wanted to wear skirt but just remember tml cannot wear slippers. and if i wear skirt i have to wear slippers mah. so now i dunno wat to wear le.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

4/28/2006 10:23:00 am

now in school. so sian.nothing much for me to do oso. so since i got nothing to do i just come here and type crap lor. ha ha. i thinki need to think through things again le. ha ha. i am now a thinker. everyday also have things to think. but then hor my brain very lousy. i everytime think half way then forget wat i am thinking le. hee hee. i have short term memoeries. and always forget wat i want to say. ha ha.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Thursday, April 27, 2006
4/27/2006 11:55:00 pm

just got home. today went for the thingy. hee. very hot and tired. cos i wear a long sleeve today. both my feet are so tired le. and tml going to do duty. today i encounter both ups and downs.
downs:
saw someone. and it makes me so stress up. and dunno y i feel stress up oso. i think i very dumb. it is he who offended me and the other way round mah. but y do i feel so stress?
the other down thing cannot say. i know can le.
the stupid msn. i can't log in again. so sian.
ups:
had a lot of fun with the cya's ppl.
skipped lecture? dunno is that up or down. but the time spent is definitely fun. like the snake 3 game. lol.
he say something to me that really touch me. but i dun think he know it himself. lol.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Wednesday, April 26, 2006
4/26/2006 06:48:00 pm

so sickening. everything seems to be down when i am finally on the road of recovery. dunno wat happen to my com. my brother ask me wat i did to the com. i think it should be the other way round. now i can't even log in to msn. had to stick with either web messenger or e messenger. everything seems so sucky. y must so all these happen when i am finally feeling better and almost back to my old self again? i know i am dumb and silly to get stress up over all these things. but i dun noe my brain is made of tofu or wat. but hor i seriously get stress up very easily. lol. so weird of me. auntie old le cannot take stress. esp when it comes to technology. lol.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Sunday, April 23, 2006
4/23/2006 02:05:00 pm

i just realise choosing wed is really a bad day. dunno who wanna change with me. i dun want to have duty days on a weekday. and that leaves me with the weekend. and sat is a no no for me. therefore i am left with sunday only. and i dunno who on sunday one is willing to change with me. i am at arrival after all.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Saturday, April 22, 2006
4/22/2006 06:51:00 pm

a sat today. went to give tuition earlier. i had money again! lol. but this time must budget properly if not later same as this week no more money to eat on starting thursday. dun think i am going for any duty for next week bah. i am thinking of going on friday though. see how first bah. now very sian. dunno why cannot log in msn so have to use web messenger.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Friday, April 21, 2006
4/21/2006 11:46:00 pm

i am trying to find back the feeling i once had for cya. the passion i was had. i can still remember clearly the factor that deeply attracted me to cya. the tot of been in the transit and able to interact with pax. the fact that i am able to help pax makes me find back my self. i feel that i am not useless after all. and as times goes by in cya i got to know a great bunch of friends. and that becomes the second factor that makes me attach to cya. however now all is gone and lost. i am not in transit. i have no pax to serve. the number of pax i serve a week can sometimes be none at all. and the friends i know, they are all tire le. and i feel i have sort of drag them down too. now i am very tired. not tired of cya. but someone who is creating havoc and who is messing around with me and the cya. someone who tot he is very well likes by everyone and i am the one who has ruin his so called reputation.
i missed those days where i am serving pax.

i learn a new lesson. u do not reap wat u sow. i have given my all but i receive nothing at all. instead i get all the complains. maybe i should have not done anything at all....

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Thursday, April 20, 2006
4/20/2006 03:26:00 pm

dunno why suddenly so many things happen. must be the fact that this year not a good year for dragon bah. so guys we must rest now and buck up. we can bond together and win! so for now no worries be happy!!!

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Tuesday, April 18, 2006
4/18/2006 05:46:00 pm

hi hi, i have finally created a blog. ha ha. welcome to my dolphins land. lol. cos i am not able to go online for around two weeks therefore i have set up this account. if u guys(cya) wanna communicate with me just tag me. so that i can reply or read it even when i am in school.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore