PROFILE ;

Scor
12th Nov 1988

DESIRES;

Get Married at age 21
Be a Mother at age 22

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JOY RIDE;

God Sis. nEshy. SC. liNg linG. ir3ne (riNg riNg). ducKy. EvA. li teng. kaRl. caRen. 1.73m.

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
9/23/2008 08:36:00 pm

today learn gala dinner make up. quite bar girl feel. ha ha. anyway was feeling moderate ok today. ha ha.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Sunday, September 21, 2008
9/21/2008 11:03:00 pm

i wonder how nice would it be if i have someone doing tat to me too...

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Sunday, September 14, 2008
9/14/2008 11:22:00 pm

dots.......... have so so much to say. but dunno how to say. dun feel like saying as well. oh well. its mid autumn today. bought mooncakes for collegus and the isetan staffs. suddenly feel like celebrating . ha ha.

all well today.

and i am having my normal mood swing as well. ha ha.

last night work at zouk was ok.

things still going well. still trying to keep track and control of myself...

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Tuesday, September 09, 2008
9/09/2008 12:54:00 am

not feeling good. in a foul mood.lost my exlink card.. haiz... sian man.. hate myself for being so blur. i am constantly losing my things. haiz... tml hving an assingment again. a bit scare. i am havign doubts about my ability. i am not having confidence of myself. i dunno if i am able to do it or not. i dunno... i feel so lost and inferior. i just wanna play and have fun and slp for all i want. dunno wanna think about it. but i cna;t help it. the day is drawing near. and i haven;t found my model yet. haiz.. i am having doubt. can i really do tat kind of look? can i? can me do it? will i really be able to do it. it all looks so, chim.. am i really a professional? i dunno. i am starting to have doubts with myself. i needed some enncouragement and words of comfort. but i dun wanna self deceive myself too. can i really do it???

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Sunday, September 07, 2008
9/07/2008 10:36:00 pm

wahaha hahahaha. it has been so long......
ha ha ha ha ha.

finally i get my 12 hours of beauty slp!!! ha ha ha ha!! muahahahahahahha!! ha ha. really forgot when is the last time i have 12 hours of slp. ha ha. today is really a day just for me myself and i! aha ha. wake up late. ignore my phone. dun wanna reply any sms read any sms. ha ha. play maple do thesis watch tv. wahahaha. keep to myself enjoy my own off day. ha ha. just that at the end need to show concern for friend so chat a bit with friends. right now chatting with a stranger. ya. i add a stranger on my msn. know him thru friendster. ha ha. just feel like playing with fire. lol.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore

Tuesday, September 02, 2008
9/02/2008 05:43:00 am

kk i just reach home. ya. just reach home. went out with my colleagues. recenty got a few happenings. carmen is no longer my as! haiz!!!! she is such a nice nice person. oh well all good things have to come to an end. so went k box with them. to sort of farewell for her and also to celebrate mojo jojo birthday at the same time.have fun. but i do noe that my heart wasn't there. i was having depression. ya. dunno y too.over stress? but can't possibly be. having my 1 week break from drm leh. i oso dunno. just not feeling very myself. yes i did went crazy and stuffs. but i noe inside myself wat i am feeling.
i am so so so disappointed with myself. a simple 60s make up i can't draw it properly.hate myself! y can;t i draw it right!! jsut wat the hell us wrong with me!!!

anyway on thurs the high thing was the my model win miss smu! ha ha. but after today i thinknothing much to be high bout. cos she won due to her looks. nothing to do with the make up at all...

drank beer today. its awful! i really dun like beer. it taste horrible. but i am still learning to accept the taste of beer. a bit tipsy now. although i drank less than 1 bottle of beer. ya thats my alcohol limit. i am trying to make myself suitable for u.. i know i am being stupid....

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore