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Scor
12th Nov 1988

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Get Married at age 21
Be a Mother at age 22

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Sunday, June 29, 2008
6/29/2008 02:48:00 am

just got back from partying. drink like dunno wat today.drink a lot. today isthe first time in life i drink so so much. but i am not tat drunk. if not i wouldn't be abel to blog. now i know y ppl chose to drink to drown their sorrow. cos when u are real high u really don't think so much. although i was very high today i still noe wat i am doing. aware of wat i am going through and wat i am encountering. yes. i can't walk tat straight. was swaying left and right. having headache and giddiness. but i am still fine and ok. i decided to let myself go and take a break and i did. didn't wanna be such a goody goody girl anymore today and i did. threw away the burdens of mine a nice mummy girl today. dressing wasn't so much of the usual conservative me. behaviour wasn't so much like me. just drink when i feel like. i feel safe. yes i did. although it was crowded today. and yes. there was times when i felt unsafe. but i did manage to make myself be alert and as clear headed as possible. i am still who i am. still have that tiny bit of self discipline in me. did stop drinking when i really can't try to keep myself clear headed by asking for ice water lemons lime. anything tat can keep me relatively clear. kk. i didn't really stop drinking when i am suppose to. ha ha. its my friends who stop me from continuing to drink. ha ha. and i do know the consequence i need to face tml. but who cares. i really did enjoy myself today. i really did let myself go and not have and burden or pressure on my shoulder today. i let myself become who i wanna become today. i enjoy myself. i live a life call life today. i was a teenager for today! :)
gonna remember today and u! ha ha.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore