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Scor
12th Nov 1988

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Thursday, June 14, 2007
6/14/2007 11:38:00 pm

kk so i went to club at zouk on wed. had around 2 hours of slp? having a headache now. gonna go slp once my hair dry. yesterday for the first time i tot i am in mos sia. but ok la. after tat everything turns out quite ok la. the guys are quite gentleman so its oughly ok bah. ha ha. but reallly cannot stand the fact of squezzing into the crowd aimlessly sia. i hate to be in the crowd with no personal space at all. its damn itrritating. yesterday saw the superstar guy. not bad looking. think his slightly drunk bah at the end of it. cos when i was on the cab when i saw he and his friends walked out. and his pattern looks a bit like drunk. didn't see him dance lor. wat a waste. only saw he and his friend drinking at the table. but anyway the table is so faraway from the dance floor. dun think he can squezze in and dance lor. ha ha. then yesterday someone bought us drink. didn't like the idea at all. thus i refuse to drink anything at all. they doesn;t seem tat nice too. told them so many times i dun wanna drink liao still wanna force me too. lucky they stop before i flare up. but i doubt i will flare up after all k and e are there. must give them face ma.
yesterday was indeed weird. was feeling tire at te dancefloor but wide awake on the cab. ha ha. maybe i was too tire of all the war bah. ha ha. yes i mean war. the war against the crowd. ha ha. trying to squezze in the crowd trying to protect urself and all the crap. its just like going on a war. exhuasted all my energy. got to use all my energy focusing and concentrating. in the end i am so exhausted. dance with my ees close. dun feel like opening my eyes at all.

today whole day kept busy at vivocity. but i have fun. haha. nice place nice ppl. everything is nice and fun. ha ha. but as things goes so nice the phobia in my heart is there once again. ha ha. i know its very dumb and silly of me to keep having tat feeling and fear. but i can't help but feel so. hasn't told anyone about this yet and i dun intend too. cos none of u will be able to understand it bah. and its gonna be hard for me to explain everything.

lastly my legs are aching from all the walking today. ha ha. but i really have fun. ha ha. and i receve the first ever flower i have received in m,y whole life. ha ha. finally someone gaveme a flower. ha ha.

give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore