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Thursday, November 30, 2006

11/30/2006 08:28:00 am

kk. today finally manage to get my lazy bum off the bed and come for the 8am lesson. reason being i had skipped too many lessons f this module and i can't skip anymore le. hee hee.
haven't been blogging for a long time for i have no access to the com. a lot of things can't be done. haiz.
wanted to buy a laptop for bro then i can transfer the com to my room. i dunno how to use laptop and dun like to use it. hee hee. however, due to a sudden twist of event i am now seriousl broke. financially extremely tight. dun have much spare cash now.. haiz.......
the stupid imf payment drag until now still no news. haiz..... but even if the pay comes need to use it to cover the hole in my pocket. so ya. but at least the hole wun be so big ma. and i wun get so stress up over it.
that night clubbing was ok. kanna scold by the who. but luckily he was there to control my drinking. hee hee. k la. i didn't drink a lot. just tat too long didn't club i was not used to it. so got headache. they tot i got drunk. hee hee. got dunk just by eating an ice from the glass of volka lime? a bit lame right. hee hee. i finish a glass of volka orange by myself. wahaha. i get the chance to finish tat glass all by myself becos he fell asleep. ha ha. so tats when i got the chance to drink a full glass myself. hee hee. other than that share a cup of volka orange and a cup of volka lime. then had a glass of spirit. then a lot of glasses of ice. yes ice. ha ha. went there to eat ice. hee hee. basically i was low. constantly low. i am really not the really clubbing type bah. or i am. just tat the music play there are new to me. hee hee. auntie dun listen to new club songs often enough. ha ha. i got high when the shakira song was play. one of my fav. hips dun lie. hee hee. around 3 plus am i went out to sit at the outside area and enjoy a cup of ice after drinking one cup of volka orange. the sky was beautiful. fill with stars. never seen such a beautiful sky filled with stars before. and i also never see so many stars in the sky before too. the mood was nice. but tots run through my mind. soon after we went back to my house. ha ha. tian mei, cocaine and my guy friend. the taxi fare was realtively cheap. omly 6.90 after dividing among the four of us its less than 2. heee hee. so that day for my expense of going clubbing is 2 dollars. ha ha. say gonna ton at my house in the end one by one fall asleep. ha ha. emily was the strong one. hee hee. i was the last one to fall asleep. ha ha.
after tat slept through the whole day of sat. sun was also no energy. monday went to work. work was ok. but not my feet. tuesday went to school. wed skip ma then went for blaw. then after tat went out with tian mei. finally i get to eat kfc. ha ha. then shop around. saw a bag. feel like buying. but financially tight. can't buy it. then went back to school for a seminar. the whole seminar was light hearted. got me looking forward to itp. think tats another module tat i can aim for an a and get an a easily. ha ha. just prefer work than study. i seriously wonder wat kind of job i will get. fish farm wouldn't be tat bad but i prefer vegetable farm. i know its gonna be damn tiring and the reporting timing will be extremely early. but i like to be back to nature. if not the itp i will kanna the office job. photocopy and photocopy. ha ha. dun really mind it bah. just wanna experience different type of job scope while i still can and able to.

i am slowly starting to freak out. wat happen in the scences of fight club seems to be happening to me now. i am freaking scare. tats the last thing i ever want to happen to me...


haiz... the images are haunting me again and again. haiz... it hasn't been huanting me for around 1 month le. but now it is back again. haiz..... dun want to let history repeat itself. but i can't seems to get rid of the tot and image.. haiz.....