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Monday, November 20, 2006

11/20/2006 02:52:00 pm

yesterday had a long talk with nellie on the phone. should be quite long bah. didn't really take note of the timing.
got to thank her for waking me up. thanks for the harsh things and all. it is a long time since someone really wakes me up. since someone give me a serious teaching of life in a harsh way and i appreciate it a lot. really wakes me up. makes me realise a lot of things tat i didn't know. regret a lot of things i have done.
a new me is reborn and should re embark on the journey call life..

i am a simple minded girl(stupid) who needed loads of reassurance, confidence, faith, attention, trust and reprimandation.
i seriously needed someone to really scold me and wake me up. i seriously needed all tat now. thanks nellie for saying those to me. i welcome u guys to come and reprimand me and wake me up to the reality. wanna stop running away from all my problems. i have been living in a green house for too long a time. been so well protected and all. got so spoiled and vulnerable. time for me to step out of my safe zone and face my life.
however not everyone can scold me though. only the selected few. the lucky few. ha ha. nellie u are most welcome to do so once u are well again. desnise and desmond. my disappear "friend". big bro. and some of my clicks. just tell me wat i have done wrong straight and harsh till i really learn my lesson. dun wanna always talk about death. dun wanna always seek death in everything to escape from everything.

a new me is about to be born...