Saturday, October 28, 2006
10/28/2006 09:16:00 am
yesterday morning i wake up feeling extremely tire. not really tire la. just tat i have no energy to do things. just feel very lazy. so i just skip the morning lecture.went for the next tutorial. the tutor now know how to pronounce my surname le. hee hee. and he emphasis also. hee hee. said something like this surname can't forget le. cos kanna "scold". hee hee. so funny. well then after the tutorial ends went for my break. then its gem. gems was at t12a. was hanging around with li juan. she bought a watch from the bazzar. i wanted to buy one too. but haiz. no money. so got to give up on tat. hee hee.then we went for ours gems. for gems i had to type a resume again.haiz. big headache. finally a lesson of hers tat ends early. hee hee. she always ends her lesson on the dot if not the most 5 mins before. pass by the watch store then saw the whole gang sitting there. dunno for wat. went to find li juan. then we went to school of businees. on the way back saw someone tat i dun really wanna see. so i walk off quickly. ps to leave li juan behind. went straight to the library to look for the butterfly effect. couldn't find it. in the end borrow the corrs borrowed heaven and the backstreet boys album. went up for fmkt. as per normal. log in to com and watch keroro. hee hee. but i did do a bit of hw though. hee hee. lesson ends early. after that went vivo.
hang around. saw those yellow clothing man zooming around in tat machine. dunno wat u call tat though. hee hee. seems so fun. hee hee. how i wish i was them though. zooming around in that things acting happy in front of everyone. try to make everyone's day. hee hee. it would be fun. hee hee. yes i know its tiring too. hee hee. walk a bit around vivo. sit outside and talk. didn't talk much but i think a lot. a lot of things went through my head. well wat to do. i am a thinker. hee hee. went home for dinner. was very tired. looking at the keychain my friend gave me yesterday. transfer it from my pencil case to my house keys. hee hee. my pencil case really full house le. so transfer it to my house keys one. hee hee. my pencil case already got 2 dolphins soft toy, one is the pink dolphin keychain while the other one is handsewn but not really a keychain, and one friendship band. hee hee. so right now it is hanging on my keys. hee hee. like it a lot. THANK YOU! i was actually quite surprise when my friend gave it to me. didn't expect tat friend of mine to give anything yesterday. hee hee. i really like it. hee hee. though i didn't tell u tat and sorry if i forget to thank you yesterday. hee hee. cos i was quite surprise so didn't really know how to react. hee hee. hee hee. gonna cherish it. hee hee. the second present tat i receive from a friend tat has my name on it. hee hee. the third keychains i receive from a friend this year. hee hee. i was too tire. slept at around 10 pm.
today went to teach tuition. something happen. not worth mentioning though. hee hee. after tat went to meet a friend. talk again. didn't talk much but again i think a lot. hee hee. things tat my friend says does strike me at times. hee hee. then later took train to city hall. walk to suntec. saw a guy with funny hair colour. hee hee. got home at around 5. shower then have my first meal of the day. hee hee. gonna finish watching keroro later bah. then do all the assignment summary. having a headach now. somehow these few days i am just not myself. very not myself. think i am falling sick soon. sick in the mind cos me to be sick in the body. so tire. too tire. no matter wat i do i just feel tire. sick and tire.
on my way back saw a guy and a girl on the bus. the girl was sobbing. the guy seems uneasy. he open a packet of tissue and pass it to her. they didn't really look like a couple. he saw me looking at him. he looks paiseh. i try to pretend tat i am looking at my watch for the time. he must have been thinking tat i tot he was the one who make her cry. hee hee. but no. i do not think tat way. i tot they were not a couple. and the girl was crying due to some other things. and the guy was been nice to be there for the girl. but soon i realise they are a couple when i saw the guy putting his hand on the girl's leg. for goodness sake. since u are her boyfriend just let her cry on your shoulder la. so dotss... haiz. youngster who are not of age to go dating and do not know how to treat the girl but still wanna go dating.
you do not love someone for the sake of loving.
you love someone for the feeling is there.
you do not love her for she love you.
you love her for who she is.
you do not love someone for that person is always around you.
you love someone who you really love.
you do not love someone for she or he fits your criteria.
you love someone with no reasons and no explanations.
you do not woo someone for the outer beauty.
you woo someone for the inner beauty.
you do not woo someone for the sake of wooing.
you woo someone for you really wanna be with her.
you do not woo her for you want her.
you woo her for you know you will protect her and will not hurt her.
you do not woo her for she confess she love you.
you woo her for you love her for who she is.
you do not say you love her for the sake of saying.
you say you love her when you mean it and you cherish her.
you do not make the one you love cry.
you make the one you love touch to tears.
you do not patch back for the sake of patching back.
you patch back for there are still "unfinished business".
you do not patch back for others tells you to.
you patch back for you two break up due to sabotage of others.
you do not patch back as one of the party request for it.
you patch back for the two of you still have feelings for each other.
you do not hate someone for the sake of hating.
you hate someone for who she or he is.
you do not hate someone for she or he dump you.
you hate someone for she or he commit a sin.
if you are prepare to love someone and prepare to get into a relationship be prepare to be hurt.
the two of you may be the most loving couples in the whole wide world, but it would still hurt. sooner or later you will be hurt by the relationship.
the more you try not to hurt each other the more you are hurting each other.
there is no perfect man in this world.
there is no perfect woman in this world.
you only become perfect when someone is madly in love with you.
in the eyes of a couple that is madly in love, their the other half is always perfect.
give me something to believe in
cos' I don't believe in you anymore