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Friday, September 22, 2006

9/22/2006 03:23:00 pm

i finally found the song. hee hee.

Everytime Britney Spears(In The Zone)

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only wayI see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby


this is wat i wanted to say to Nellie. Please forgive me. my weakness cause u pain. i am sorry. i didn't know things would come to such an end. i didn't know i would really fall for u and let so much things to happen. i am sorry for been so useless.
i doubt i am able to handle a break up anymore. it take me a long time to get over the break up of me and nesh. some more i undergo a lot of changes after the break up. i am no longer who i am. i have change. the break up of me and nesh. its mostly my fault. it was also my fault that i blame him for the break up initially. but its really my fault. and i have really got over him. but i haven't got over our break up. the break up was a turning point in my life. something that change my life totally and i am not able to get out of it. i would have chose to remain single if i am able to do so. Nellie i am really sorry to have hurt u. but at the same time i am hurting u i am hurting myself too. do u have any idea tat i have to bottle up all the feelings i had during the imf period. i have no one to talk to. no one at all. and i decided to turn to nesh. i have always been close to him. although i know it is not very nice to let him know wat has been going on. but i can't keep it to myself anymore. i dun wanna go back to those days where i cut myself. i am sorry to have hurt u. but i am been hurt at the same time too. my heart is still bleeding. so painful. i wanna cry but i dun allow myself to cry though. i dun wanna weak. i brought this upon myself. i have no one to blame but myself. i am suppose to shoulder all these myself. bottle up all the feelings i have. i am all alone. i have shut myself out and away from friends and family. i am a loner. i am sorry to have hurt u and hurt nesh.