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Sunday, July 02, 2006

7/02/2006 11:18:00 pm

i just watch the tian shi wo ai ni. very touching. i was touched to tears. crying over the show. ha ha. i know i very stupid la. hee hee. but after watching the show i got to realised one thing. i have found back the trust and faith i used to have in love. once again i believe in love, i believe in myself and my future half(whom i have not met). love has always been wat i believe in and always will be. though i have once lost hope in it before. hee hee. but now i have gotten the feeling back again. ha ha. looking forward to my prince charming. ha ha. my future half. ha ha. i believe he is somewhere in the corner of the world and when the time is right we will meet each other. and that is fate. hee hee. i have once got back the trust and feeling le. ha ha.
and this makes me confirm one thing even more. ha ha.
going back to a life i once lived.
now i have a new goal. looking for my guardian angel. ha ha. the show is so touching lor. ha ha. although at the end i was blur out le. suddenly say he come back suddenly say he is gone. so messy. ha ha. but i dun agree with the part that says he is back though. ren shi bu neng fu sheng. a dead can never be alived again. the same as a lost love. once a love is lost it can never come back and never cherished hope that it will come back one day. for it will not.
overall the show touching plus romantic plus comedy plus lame. ha ha. the part that really cause me to cry was when i tot about the part whereby the guyu died in the tsunami. he and the girl started not long ago and had just propose to her. so sad that everything ended so fast and so sudden. i could feel the hurt and pain the girl was going thru. it brought me back to the feeling i had when someone passed away.




i just finished reading falling leaves. another sad story. y is my day today so sad leh? is life really that unfair or is it becos the fact that ppl dun dare to go after wat they want and in the end got treated unfairly? must kind ppl always be the one to get hurt? must ppl who always giving in in the end got all the hurt and insults? it says in the story "i hurt no one, so no one can hurt me." thats bull shit crap lor. and by the way the guy who say that hurts ppl. y is it that when guys say they hurt no one but they actually hurts ppl deeply be it knowingly or unknowingly? i hurt no one but constantly got hurt. and i got used to it le bah. at least my fate is far far better than adeline's therefore i should not grumble about my life or the hurt i got or watever crap. i am consider fortunate and i should not take things for granted.





now i got to go back to things that i hated to do most le. projects and homeworks.





where is my guardian angel?