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Sunday, July 09, 2006

7/09/2006 11:15:00 pm

life has not been kind to me when it comes to friends. friends who i tot are my friends are indeed not my friends. had duty today. min dzi brings fun and laughter to my duty. marcus wasn't such a bad person afterall. find him ok and quite nice. he is so much better than most of my so called cya friends. i think afterall he just does not really knows how to express himself. maybe i am bit dumb or maybe i have always been running away from reality. but now i think i had to face it. there's no such thing as true friends or true love. i have never really met a true friend before much less a true love(not tat i really care about my love life now.) when things seems too good to be true it is indeed fake. cya are indeed a very messy place. full of hi-bye friends and fair weather friends. everything is messy. but since i have chose to stay i am prepare to be hurt. more over, cya is about serving pax. so far pax has not really hurt me so its ok. in my life i try to give all that i could to friends although i know i will get back disappointments. i lived with it and try not to think about it. for tats life. but seems like i can't anymore. i know such so called friends and situation i am having is not the first time and it definitely wun be the last time. i only have two solutions. one stop treating "friends" too nice. i not sure if i am able to really do tat. secondly is get used to it. i have a bastard and two bitches in my life. one bastard and one bitch from cya. one bitch from my school. but the bitch from my school doesn't affect me much and i doubt she will do anything to me. as for the bastard and bitch in cya... the bitch is only a bitch when it comes to friends. others i think she is fine. as for the bastard i only had one problem with him. the rest is fine.
well tats my life. i learn a lesson. be more careful when it comes to friends and the way i treat them. most of the ppl surrounding u are fake. now at this era and environment. minds have been polluted. be careful when it comes to who u can have as a true friend.
i know wat i have said above will hurt somebody maybe. but y bother to keep it in my heart and hurt myself when everybody are trying to hurt me.

i have always been a simple person. wat i ask for and expect is something very simple. but it seems like the more simple thing u ever ask for, the harder it is to get. somethings tat happen stays on and live on in my mind. from tat day i know there are no true friends in cya. but the little things they do after tat incident do touch me. however i still have to face up to reality.
i went missing but no one cares and no one ask. no one notice. i am as insignificant as a grain of sand.



watch remember the titan today. inside got some lines touches me. and one of the line is something tat i would like to tell mario the next time he says about my attitude. the movie was nice. very touching.
and to mario. ATTITUDE REFLECTS LEADERSHIP!

one last thing to add. life has been very kind to me when it comes to study.