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Saturday, June 10, 2006

6/10/2006 01:51:00 am

i dunno y but i think i like to self decieve myself and in the process ruin my whole life. my life is semi ruin and i am bloody tire. very tire. sick in the mind. tire in the mind. injured my hands and legs. injured emotionally. i am wounded internally and externally. very sick and tire. sick of my life and tire of myself. wat the hell am i doing by ruining myself. maybe i have the answer but i do not want to acknowledge it. i am running away. running away from everything. thus i am tire too tire from all the running. i want to die. leave this world of hell. i am living it hell. in the past i tot i know wat can end this living hell from me other than death. but now not anymore. i think only death can solve my problem.
at first i tot it has always been my laziness that is causing myself to ruin my own life. but i just realised it wasn't becos of that. it wasn't. i am totally ruining my life and i am tire very tire. i wanna take a breather. but i can't. i am too tire. so tire that i dun even have the strength to breath....