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Saturday, June 24, 2006

6/24/2006 12:05:00 am

i have re open the blog and with a new skin too. ha ha. this marks the new me with a new heart. my old heart has been stabbed repeated and is shattered into tiny pieces. all thanks to my friends who sew it back with tender loving care. ha ha. thanks so much. esp DENISE. THANK YOU FOR ALL THE THINGS U HAVE DONE. THANKS FOR BEEN THERE. ha ha. my heart may be sew back and is on the road on recovery but it now oso contain hatred. there are seasoning of hatred on my heart. i am trying hard to remove the hatred le. just need some more time. through all these that had happen i know who are my friends in cya and who are not. i have grown up in my judgement after so many incidents.

went for duty yesterday. friday. replace somebody. i can't quit cya afterall. cos my heart is still with cya. eeeeyeer. so *puke*. ha ha. well this is wat happen. i sms gz and ask him if i can quit cya. he reply me quite late. then ask me to call him. so i called him. told him i wanted to quit cya but i dun mind staying for imf. wanted to do the imf thingy. he say ok and will help me see to it. so ok. i tot i have officially quit cya. then on sat. met ducky. told ducky i quit cya le. he say he gonna call gz. but in the end no. ducky didn't want me to quit cya. and he say a lot. my mind a bit shaken. partly becos of wat he say and wat some other ppl say. then on monday imf training. i ask gz how's is it le. have i officially quit cya. and if he help me tell vq le. and if i still can stay on in imf. then gz talk to me. he say he hasn't told vq. and wanted me to think it over carefully. cos he say i may not be able to be involved in imf if i were to quit cya. so i got another chance to think things through carefully. i think a lot. and consider a lot for the next few days. seek a lot of advice. dunno wat to do oso. so yesterday went to do replacement to see if i still have feel for cya. and if i still want to do duty.and the day before nellie actually said that she will quit cya if i quit. i got a shock lor. ha ha. but quite touch la. haha. after yesterday replacement i know i still like to do duty. the way pax looks at u and thank u when u have help them is something that makes me happy. so yeah. i decided to continue with cya for now. see how the futures goes bah. i noe someone will be disappointed with my decision to stay. ha ha.