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12th Nov 1988

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Friday, April 21, 2006

4/21/2006 11:46:00 pm

i am trying to find back the feeling i once had for cya. the passion i was had. i can still remember clearly the factor that deeply attracted me to cya. the tot of been in the transit and able to interact with pax. the fact that i am able to help pax makes me find back my self. i feel that i am not useless after all. and as times goes by in cya i got to know a great bunch of friends. and that becomes the second factor that makes me attach to cya. however now all is gone and lost. i am not in transit. i have no pax to serve. the number of pax i serve a week can sometimes be none at all. and the friends i know, they are all tire le. and i feel i have sort of drag them down too. now i am very tired. not tired of cya. but someone who is creating havoc and who is messing around with me and the cya. someone who tot he is very well likes by everyone and i am the one who has ruin his so called reputation.
i missed those days where i am serving pax.

i learn a new lesson. u do not reap wat u sow. i have given my all but i receive nothing at all. instead i get all the complains. maybe i should have not done anything at all....